There are things I don't understand and then things I do. I got a good report from my evaluation, but I'm not sure if I got a raise. My pay did go up 70 cents but that's because minium wage went up too. Working at Walmart is getting dull and I am sick of CSM's not doing their jobs. >.<
I am now seeing a couselor, and I know you are thinking....."Oh this is going to be good." He's going to refer me to a psychiatrist and we are going to see if I do in fact have a TBI or if I have ADD. And if I have something like that, I am more than likely going to be medicated. There are a lot of issues I have to work through and now, Mom seems to think that she needs to know what we talk about. I have to speak to Paul about that, since this isn't court related but it could be. Mom said me going isn't complying with the rules, just like me having an apartment isn't complying, and having a job isn't complying. Anyone else see what I am getting at?
My roleplay is suffering, because my stress level is high. I wish everything would just fix it's self but it seems like it won't. I guess I need to dig my heels in and take care of buisness.
2008-05-08 [4:53 a.m.]